Tuesday, 03 November 2009

• hi there eveyone it's been a while

  I know I have left you all in the dark with that is going on. I do know this none of the blood work has said there was anythign wrong with any of the kids. . But I still worry and that has taken a major toll on my and my emotions lately. I have had some serious issuses dealing with it all. But I think after last night i finally got it all out and off my chest.. thanks mom for letting me cry on you. My mom was great she just listened I got alot of it out and about. Anyhow since I last updated katie went to a eval for her speech and they want to have in her 3 times a week, but the group keeps flaking on us. , Anyhow I just want her to have the best. I am about to go back to the dr. Just to get a new dr in ky and for my blood pressure, and I might talk about going back on my anixety meds, I have had a few anixety attacks lately, and the anger issuse is somthing I need to work on, I am not sure what is going on with me but hopefully they will figure it all out.  As for the kids Ty is still not walking I have not figured out if he doesn't want to and can't or if he can't but wants to. He trys but his legs gives out on him very easy. I am sure had that dr. not said anything I wouldn't be lookin into it as much as I am. O but can he talk. He talks up a storm more of it you can not understand but lately, he will tell you "Hi", and he said "Hi dada" when dan came in today. He also  and can say "truck" "mama" "baba (his cup)" and he says "ecca" (Becca) he loves to talk thoes are the ones that I can think of right now. We will just be sitting there and he will say somehting and look at each other like did you hear that.

  Mckenna- is great I can not belive she is about 4, she seems like she is going on 16. She is always stiring up trouble with becca..

  Katie- despite what people have told me and what others think she is not austic (SP) at all, she just katie she blows me away with how smart she is. The other day i asked her what she wanted for chirstmas, she told me a couch I asked her what are you going to do with that, she tells me., I am going to sit on it.  ha ha the joke was on me right. Anyhow sweet as can be and way to much like me. 

  Becca- well she is giving me trouble about school, she is getting behind cause she doesn;t want to do it and i am afaid to push her. But I am going to have to cause she has to learn this stuff,, And she is all attuide.. 100% and it is drivng me up the wall..

  dan is great he loves his job it is going good, I am afraid to talk to mcuh about it, i don't want to jinx it. But anyhow at the moment we can say for now we made the right choice to come here. even though it took a big toll on me emotionally and physically so far it was worth it.

  Anyhow I am off here.. I reallyforgot about the blog till I saw my SIL posted and looked at how long it had been. I have had Alot of crazy facebook drama,, It is really stupid just a crazy person on there, I thought I finshed highschool 10 years ago appernatlly not.

  o yes back in school started monday. :)

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